hate...it's comsuming my mind, like a computer virus consumes data. Eating away at me, raging on and on, being unaware of what to do. I struggle trying to keep my mother and sister in line. Although they're older than me, I tend to be more mature than them, most of the time. My days, nights, and hours are full of taking care of my mom, the animals, cleaning up Rachel's junk, and cleaning in general, then there's a few moments i have to eat, sleep, and home work, perhaps an hour on a non-school day if i'm lucky, on a school day, 6 hours, i think school is my resting place. Despite all the mental work, and physical work it takes from going to the first floor up two floors through flight of stairs. Sprinting to every class, I almost always spend my time, however, writing, it cools my mind and calms my soul, which has been raging unusually wild lately. I can't tell what's happening, all the change, me buying my first pair of jeans, and getting a second ear pierced or what...then again... my "other" side has been trying to get out. My weaker, peaceful, calmer, more genlte side, which i try to keep locked up has finally broken free. I much more prefere my Aries way! The way the stars declare I am, that would be my "original" side. During constant bullying I got my "other" side, though now I'm moving back into my "original" side. It's much more powerful, physically, mentally, emotional, and spiritually, what more could you ask for? It's the arrogant sid eof me that has a right to be arrogant. It's the side full of self confedence and it's the very same side that tells me what's going to happen tomorrow, and the next day, it's the power, the magic the "original" side of me that unleashes my creativity, and if I keep up this side, I will become great. This is a very promising side...VERY PROMISING! any way, I've got to go clean up some more! Talk whenever I get another chance! ^.^ JA NE! Minna-san!

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